Sunday, February 27, 2011

Silence

Silence is insidious
invading every fiber of my being
crushing the life from me
til I lie like a broken puppet on the floor
silence breeds silence
its son crushes out my liveliness
its daughter crushes my laughter
silence takes away my very will to live
to fight
silence tells me not to eat
silence tells me not to sleep
silence tells me to give up
to lie down and die
this is how silence creates more silence
this is silence's procreation
in the end i am a shell
tears long since cried out
mind long since silenced
no thought
no wishes, dreams or hopes
just silence

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

What Really Bugs Me

Hmmm, mostly stuff tends to hurt me more than bug me, but let's see.  Apostrophes where they dont belong really bug me..........me n my brother call them random apostrophes.  When you talking and talking and someone respond with something about them, like you never said nothin, that sorta bugs me.  When people accuse or assume without knowin or just jumpin to conclusions......that bugs me.  When people DONT BELIEVE ME, ok that REALLY bugs me, and can set me off into a horrible funk or a bad temper.  Oooh and when people dont like me.  That BUGS the SNOT outta me.  I have a hard time accepting that sometimes people just arent gonna like me, and it doesnt mean i did nothin wrong or im bad, they just dont.....im workin on that.  Favoritism bugs me too, even if im a favorite.

Monday, February 21, 2011

My Favorite Time of Day

My Favorite Time of Day is evening, cuz then my whole family is around, and sometimes i get to see them.  I like to go to work with my mom, or hang out with my sister and check on my horses.  I like the very end of the day when mom tucks me in and i get hugs n kisses.  Then I like to go to sleep while I looking out my window, is peaceful and nice.

Friday, February 18, 2011

One bit of advice

The one bit of advice I would give:  Do it while you can.  Whatever it is, do it now.  Do it while you can.  School, dancing, hiking, a trip.........do it now.  I did a lot that I am so glad I did not wait to do.  Yet I waited on some things I wish I had done, as now I will not do them.   You never know when your health will fail or someone else's, when an accident can change your life, when someone will never be there again........anything can happen, anytime,and you are not immune.  Do it while you can.